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[31 Jan 2006|03:40pm]
[ mood | boo. ]

time for a change.


add it.

Kissed an emo kid

[31 Jan 2006|06:33am]
The worst things that one can do for someone they love are the things they should, and could do for themselves.
Kissed an emo kid

[26 Jan 2006|06:08am]
i'm alive i promise.

i'll update this soon. well probably. if not, someone remind me?
Kissed an emo kid

[19 Jan 2006|03:10am]
so in over my head in everything: school, work ... love.

and i don't know how i'm going to stay afloat. oh well, we'll see how it goes.
Kissed an emo kid

[15 Jan 2006|05:36pm]
I see a sense of wonder deep inside your eyes
As we’re sparkling and twirling in the twilight
And after three long years, I think that we both need this
So we seal the deal in the parking lot with a kiss

And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me
You’re all kinds of beautiful as you end my day
and you sweetly retire as stars chase you away
Kissed an emo kid

[14 Jan 2006|05:16pm]
finally. back in new york, where i belong.
Kissed an emo kid

[12 Jan 2006|01:58pm]

i'm going to miss her the most.
2 Kissed an emo kid

[03 Jan 2006|08:40pm]
soon enough, soon enough we'll all know the truth.
Kissed an emo kid

[02 Jan 2006|07:21pm]
Late night drives
All alone in my car
I can't help but start
Singing lines
From all our favorite songs
And melodies in the air
Singing, life just ain't fair
But sometimes I still just can't
Believe you're gone

And I'm sure the view from Heaven
Beats the hell out of mine here
And if we all believe in Heaven
Then we will make it through
One more year, down here

Kissed an emo kid

[30 Dec 2005|02:23pm]
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Kissed an emo kid

[27 Dec 2005|11:29am]
so for christmas i got:
- new digital camera
- willis mcgahee jersey
- phantom of the opera & charlie and the chocolate factory DVDs
- care bear & johnny depp throw blankets
- 2 pairs of jeans, about 4 new shirts
- a book!
- and about 70$ in gift cards to various places.

it was fun. i'll post pictures when i get back to school, because i have none on this computer.
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[25 Dec 2005|08:57am]
happy christmas everyone :)
Kissed an emo kid

[23 Dec 2005|09:36am]
one picture too big not to use a cutCollapse )
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[22 Dec 2005|09:01am]
Alright, that's it, I've had enough, I'm on my way to you
It's nauseating and I'm sick of waiting
for all these pointless calls to go through

But no, I'm not a skeptic anymore
At last I see what all of this ridiculous hard work is for
The moisture in the air is begging for release
and the memory of your stare is raining down on me

Hypothetically if you were point A
and theoretically if I was point B,
we would be, we would be frantically melting
into one massive point
that could overcome anything

Constantly you're working through the mileage in my head
Oh, I'm calculating, yes I'm sick of waiting
How many hours until I reach your bed?

My faith in you could move these mountains I am driving through
It's times like these when I wish I could teleport to you
'cause then we wouldn't have an issue
We're cleverly, strategically
challenging our fright and insecurities,
and never seem to want to leave
Kissed an emo kid

[21 Dec 2005|10:00am]
i'm allergic to my house. or something. i haven't been able to stop sneezing since i got here. but oh well. last night i was given the great pleasure of seeing my absolute two best friends in the entire world. and after about a mandatory 15 min recap of the last 4 months, it was as if i had never left. i missed them so :[ i was playing with my little niece, and my sister apparently taught her to stick out her tounge at people. it was so adorable. i don't know she's so ... perfect. i love just having her lay on my chest and watching her sleep. it's so calming. she reminds me of everything good in this world.... i feel at a sense of belonging when i'm at home that i don't get at school. it's strange, i left so many loose ends at school, but when i'm at home, there's a sense of completion that i don't usually have. maybe it's because here i'm not the center of everyone's drama or it's that i don't have to care about anything or anyone but me. it's weird and i don't know what it is, but i don't want to know.

it's raining and it reminds me of you. then again, everything reminds me of you.
Kissed an emo kid

[19 Dec 2005|09:37pm]
i'm home, and it's amazing. i get to surprise my two best friends tomorrow. they have no idea. :) and i got to see my niece... omg she is the most beautiful baby i have ever laid eyes on... i love her to death <3 okay time to head out. for i am tired.
Kissed an emo kid

[18 Dec 2005|03:46pm]
i loathe the airport. and delayed flights. and rerouted flights. and stupid planes. and mechanical problems. ... they're stupid.
1 Kissed an emo kid

[16 Dec 2005|11:08pm]
so long buffalo, you've been amazing. but now i must return to my beautiful city by the bay...

1 Kissed an emo kid

[16 Dec 2005|06:20am]
These words, fall from your mouth, and stab me in the back
It should have never come to this
It's too late, for your apologies
They can't bring back all that you've taken from me
Stripped of my pride, and left for dead

This time is the last time I take this abuse
I've found my place, and this place is far away from you
How can you say, I'm at fault
The one to blame is you
Stripped of my pride, and left for dead

I'm so tired of apologizing to myself for you
and what you've done to me
And I've tried, to forgive myself for caring about you
Theres nothing I can do
Kissed an emo kid

[15 Dec 2005|07:29pm]
ugh, so confused about life right now. i need to be home.
Kissed an emo kid

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